I'm in love with a fictional character... >groan

[sonjajade]

Alright, so I've been sitting in bed most of the day fighting against my queasiness and trying to keep my feet propped up because they are already swelling kinda bad. The TV doesn't work in here so I've been reading lots of fan fics on my blackberry. (and spending some time with my "little friend" while zoning out on Pink Floyd)

So I've been reading lots of Mir/San, Mir/Kag and plain old Mir smut. (no yaoi though, that's just wrong and several different levels for me.)

Then I decided to get up and watch some of the old episodes, like the two parter where he eventually asks Sango to marry him, and the one where this girl tells her intended that Miroku took her virginity and Sango almost breaks off their engagement... I am completely taken with houshi-sama and his voice (which his Japanese and English voice actors sound ALOT alike) and his lecherous actions.... Gods, I would love to find myself being asked to bear his child. It's bad when I've had dreams about him, and can imagine what his hands would feel like, how his robes feel, how his hair feels in my fingers, what his beads feel like... >shivers< Miroku, I know you're not real, and I know you'd never look twice at a fatty like me, but know you bring this fangirl immense happiness and endless scenarios with which to fill her own smutty stories with.

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Personally, I think the holiday only exists to open the christmas shopping season and so groceries can jack up the cost of food for a week during a time when people need money to heat thei house more than to be 'thankful' for one day out of the year. And having both Cherokee and Cree (a Canadian tribe that was sent south by the French when they had their own version of the trail of tears) blood in my family does make me a little ill. I was so happy when sirius played "Run to the Hills" yesterday. It's about the way the native americans were treated.