I'm in love with a fictional character... >groan

[sonjajade]

Alright, so I've been sitting in bed most of the day fighting against my queasiness and trying to keep my feet propped up because they are already swelling kinda bad. The TV doesn't work in here so I've been reading lots of fan fics on my blackberry. (and spending some time with my "little friend" while zoning out on Pink Floyd)

So I've been reading lots of Mir/San, Mir/Kag and plain old Mir smut. (no yaoi though, that's just wrong and several different levels for me.)

Then I decided to get up and watch some of the old episodes, like the two parter where he eventually asks Sango to marry him, and the one where this girl tells her intended that Miroku took her virginity and Sango almost breaks off their engagement... I am completely taken with houshi-sama and his voice (which his Japanese and English voice actors sound ALOT alike) and his lecherous actions.... Gods, I would love to find myself being asked to bear his child. It's bad when I've had dreams about him, and can imagine what his hands would feel like, how his robes feel, how his hair feels in my fingers, what his beads feel like... >shivers< Miroku, I know you're not real, and I know you'd never look twice at a fatty like me, but know you bring this fangirl immense happiness and endless scenarios with which to fill her own smutty stories with.

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[sonjajade.livejournal.com]

I had swelling problems before I was pregnant, but my Dr's appointment is coming up soon on Dec 2. Seems like the nausea is better if I'm lying down, but when I sit up or stand up it's like I need to keep a bucket hanging around my neck, just in case I don't get to the toilet on time. I will try the green tea, I think I have some in the cabinet actually. I can't remember though if it's decaff or not. SJ and caffeine DO NOT MIX.

And as for Miroku, I'm not *that* mentally disturbed! lol do people really end up like that? I always thought I was weird for crushing on animated characters (Raphael from TMNT, Gambit from X-Men) but there's no way I'd trip out and think I'm really with them in an alternate reality ROFL. Still, doesn't keep him from invading my dreams.

And I'll def. ask preggo questions if I have them between dr. visits. I appreciate the help as it is, you rock Izzi!!! *GLOMPS*

[jinxy-sama.livejournal.com]

Ooh, Gambit. *drools all over Izzi's keyboard* I'm afraid I'm unofficially banned from the Wii for a while. XD All depends on if I can get the Gamecube controller to work online... haven't tried it yet. *is way hooked* Anyway, yeah, there totes are. Look (http://encyclopediadramatica.com/Otakukin). Frightening but true. Hope you're feeling all right. :)

[sonjajade.livejournal.com]

I am afraid to ask what happened to your wiimote... Did you find a way to get the tv and all into the bathroom? Lol DON'T answer that! XD

[jinxy-sama.livejournal.com]

Nah, I just keep running the batteries down getting sucked in online for hours, which does not bode well with the kiddies. *Sigh* If I'd saved some cash from my last gig for a cord to hook my puter up to the internet I wouldn't even go near the Wii... except maybe to play Super Smash Bros. with said kiddies. But, alas, I spent it all on cigarettes. XD

[sonjajade.livejournal.com]

I remember spending my paychecks on ciggs, pot, and "party liquor" and then bumming gas money off my mom... Priorities FTL lol

[jinxy-sama.livejournal.com]

LOL. Talking of priorities, I'ma rustle up some grub. :) See ya next time!