I've made a hard decision... sorta...
Jan. 19th, 2010 02:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sonjajadeI have decided to wait on the conversion of my garage to a room. This is beased on the new knowledge that my mother in law probably only has 6-12 months left before she checks out, kicks the proverbial bucket, passes into the great beyond, or as she calls it, goes to Hawaii. So, knowing that I will still probably have an infant on my hands when she goes, and knowing that child needs a place to sleep, I have decided that I will just have to move my computer out of my bedroom and put it in the same room as my husband's, and then put a crib where my desk sits currently.
What this means in the long run (or at least until I can move my desk back out of hub's room) is that I will not be able to write, watch hentai and/or other harmless anime, google serial killers (my hobby), or do any of the things I am accustomed to doing. More than likely I will be forced to play whatever video game is hot at the moment among hubs and his friends and I won't have any privacy. That is of course if I'm not constantly feeding the baby and sleeping when it sleeps. I know my life will never be the same after my pup is born, but I have no idea how much everything will change... add to that mess a probable funeral and ridding the house of someone elses belongings and I know I will be ready to run screaming.
is it normal to feel kinda bittersweet about the future like I am? I'm so excited to meet my pup but I'm not looking forward to all the hubub that will no doubt follow her birth... especially since I'm not much of a people person. I can see myself snarling and growling at people if they get too close to me and the kid...
What this means in the long run (or at least until I can move my desk back out of hub's room) is that I will not be able to write, watch hentai and/or other harmless anime, google serial killers (my hobby), or do any of the things I am accustomed to doing. More than likely I will be forced to play whatever video game is hot at the moment among hubs and his friends and I won't have any privacy. That is of course if I'm not constantly feeding the baby and sleeping when it sleeps. I know my life will never be the same after my pup is born, but I have no idea how much everything will change... add to that mess a probable funeral and ridding the house of someone elses belongings and I know I will be ready to run screaming.
is it normal to feel kinda bittersweet about the future like I am? I'm so excited to meet my pup but I'm not looking forward to all the hubub that will no doubt follow her birth... especially since I'm not much of a people person. I can see myself snarling and growling at people if they get too close to me and the kid...
