Pregnancy = Puberty:Round 2
Nov. 11th, 2009 10:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sonjajadeSo I've known I am pregnant for five days now, though I have prolly actually been preggo for about 3 weeks. The whole experience reminds me of when I was about 10 yrs old and saw that first black hair sprouting from my nether region. (I actually thought a dog hair got stuck in there like that one time in between my toes and I tried to pull it out but it hurt, so I asked my mom to and she told me to leave it alone lol)
I'm still having acne like HORRIBLY bad. I am washing my face twice a day with the Neutrogena pack that has the soap, the oil absorbing lotion and the moisturizer. It's a little better, but not much. All I can do is continue to stay on it though. I'm sure once I get it under control it will get better eventually, but man, looking like Pizza the Hut is not cool. Another change I noticed in the shower today... My nipples are... I dunno, different. Like I'm one of those women who don't get hard nipples when its cold or whatever, I only get that if I'm taking a shower or swimming. Water must be the trigger I guess. When, you know how they bud up on ya? well, my buds are... bigger and softer looking than they used to be now... like... I dunno, they look more like those nursing nipple on those Playtex bottles. And one of them looks like I put orange spray tan on it. So freakin weird...
My sex drive is completely gone. I had what I considered to be an overactive libido before, and now I feel like I'm a puritan or something. Let's put it this way, I am in the habit of watching porn when I"m not sure about a position I'm writing about in one of my stories. I have a great free site that is virus free and they have a HUGE variety of things to look at so I can write better scenes. Usually I watch 3 and I have to excuse myself from the computer and find my little toy. Last night I couldn't find what I was looking for, watched different clips for almost an hour and NOTHING. Not even a tremble in my girl spot. It was like I was researching bean curd or something. I'm hoping this will change, but I don't know if it will. We'll see though.
And I'm soooooooo tired all the time. All I wanna do is sleep. I haven't been sick or anything (THANK THE GODS) I just want to crawl into bed and sleep all damn day. Like right now? I am barely keeping my eyes open, and I didn't get up til about 8:30 and it's only after 11 now. And WTF is up with these stupid MOOD SWINGS!! I got from a blubering crying mess (Without You by Motley Crue was playing and all I could think about was the Pup and I was BAWLING) to screaming at people in rush hour traffic, to singing and dancing to the next song on the radio, to crying again... Maybe that's why I'm so sleepy, it's a coping method LOL. Gah, and now I'm ramblin'.
Bonus: because I'm kinda on the fat side to start with, maternity shirts look REALLY good on me, so I am wearing my first one. The little girl that sold it to me was a freakin hoot. Ok that's enough, I'll shut up now lol.
I'm still having acne like HORRIBLY bad. I am washing my face twice a day with the Neutrogena pack that has the soap, the oil absorbing lotion and the moisturizer. It's a little better, but not much. All I can do is continue to stay on it though. I'm sure once I get it under control it will get better eventually, but man, looking like Pizza the Hut is not cool. Another change I noticed in the shower today... My nipples are... I dunno, different. Like I'm one of those women who don't get hard nipples when its cold or whatever, I only get that if I'm taking a shower or swimming. Water must be the trigger I guess. When, you know how they bud up on ya? well, my buds are... bigger and softer looking than they used to be now... like... I dunno, they look more like those nursing nipple on those Playtex bottles. And one of them looks like I put orange spray tan on it. So freakin weird...
My sex drive is completely gone. I had what I considered to be an overactive libido before, and now I feel like I'm a puritan or something. Let's put it this way, I am in the habit of watching porn when I"m not sure about a position I'm writing about in one of my stories. I have a great free site that is virus free and they have a HUGE variety of things to look at so I can write better scenes. Usually I watch 3 and I have to excuse myself from the computer and find my little toy. Last night I couldn't find what I was looking for, watched different clips for almost an hour and NOTHING. Not even a tremble in my girl spot. It was like I was researching bean curd or something. I'm hoping this will change, but I don't know if it will. We'll see though.
And I'm soooooooo tired all the time. All I wanna do is sleep. I haven't been sick or anything (THANK THE GODS) I just want to crawl into bed and sleep all damn day. Like right now? I am barely keeping my eyes open, and I didn't get up til about 8:30 and it's only after 11 now. And WTF is up with these stupid MOOD SWINGS!! I got from a blubering crying mess (Without You by Motley Crue was playing and all I could think about was the Pup and I was BAWLING) to screaming at people in rush hour traffic, to singing and dancing to the next song on the radio, to crying again... Maybe that's why I'm so sleepy, it's a coping method LOL. Gah, and now I'm ramblin'.
Bonus: because I'm kinda on the fat side to start with, maternity shirts look REALLY good on me, so I am wearing my first one. The little girl that sold it to me was a freakin hoot. Ok that's enough, I'll shut up now lol.
